Posting on a Monday, has the world gone mad? O_O
Yes… but this isn't related to that, I just kinda wanted to post it.

So first of all anyone who enters my room will think I'm some kind of a crazy psycho killer (which I'm not, I promise) because I've got a wall full of tiny little notes, post-its and one of the larger leafs that I have pasted to my wall is actually titled "Ways To Kill Somebody" now again, I'm not a psycho killer but this is actually for my novel (Creed). I decided a while ago to use post-it notes that I paste to my wall to try and get a better view of all of my plot points and the ways to kill somebody is because it is surprisingly hard to keep coming up with cool ways to kill your characters (aka a first world problem) >.<.
Anyway, so like I said the skeleton to Creed has more or less taken a shape but there's really still a million things that I need to change and certain things that I need to make better or combine with other things and keep focus on other things, it's been kind of a nightmare >.< (again I'm a privileged first world jackass to complain about doing what I love but… here we are.). Writing a novel is actually surprisingly difficult, who would have thunk it .

Other than that been doing some demotivational posters, nothing super but they're getting just a tiny little better again now and I'm also looking into starting up my TVD parodies again, but you know we're not nearly there yet, that's really distant future music if it does happen. We'll see how "comedic" I feel.

Other than that I'm coming closer and closer to starting up a more or less regular schedule again (although again we're not there yet >.<) and if I do I'll probably start or at least do somewhere towards the beginning of that a small like super-post of some poems (probably 4) about my recently failed relationship (well not that recently but you know) that have been laying somewhere in my computer several of them still unfinished, and I thought it'd be a good idea to finish those as quickly as possible (I can't leave stuff unfinished it drives me crazy) so I can get that out there.

Now as you might have heard somewhere else my favourite band namely Evanescence released their new album titled well "Evanescence" recently. I think it's pretty cool, it's not as great as their previous stuff a little less full but other than that it's got some solid numbers and a couple that I really love. So anyway I might be drawing some inspiration from those for "The Evanescence Stories" that are slowly coming closer and closer to becoming a reality, pieces that might possibly be among them from the new CD (again possibly) are "End Of The Dream", "The Other Side", "What You Want" and/or "The Change".

On the personal front I'm also kind of trying to get back out there a little, hang a round with some people, go to a party or two (although that's proven much more difficult this time around than I'd imagined >.<) and I'm hoping this thing I'm doing Wednesday will pave the way for lots more fun adventures . At the same time though I'm also trying to step up my reading a little again, I figure if I'm gonna write a good novel I should know what a good novel looks like at least. The first one I've read now was Ender's Game and I'm about to start Brave New World, so wish me luck.

Ok, so UGent. I have some people now that I talk to on a semi-regular basis when I actually go to my classes which hasn't been you know… I haven't been going to a lot of them (I went to like 2 classes two weeks ago and 1 last week) but you know I'm more or less keeping track of what I have to study and of course there's more to life than studying and if I don't feel like going, I don't go because like I said that's just not what my life is about for me. You only got one to live, so you better spend it doing what you love and not you know dreading hour upon hour of sitting in class (not that the classes aren't interesting, they are… most of them).

I'm also trying to get certain things a bit more on track by sleeping a little more again and stuff and trying to kind of relax more so I can really be concentrated again which I haven't been for like 2 years now >.<. Maybe if that happens I can get a clearer view of my own work again and kind of revolutionise my own work in a very small totally unepic way (which is of course every artist's dream). Aaaand other than that I'm doing fine.

So that was it, sorry for my continuously growing updates >.< and see ya.